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Nonna Maria Rompere le Scatole
New Nonna Maria video!! Enjoy!!
In other news, I’m redesigning this site cause I always do that when I’m fed up with the way something looks. It’s also a cheap excuse for me not to update it for now. Stupid, eh?
That Tingly Feeling.
This blog has me all tingly on the inside. Why? I don’t know. I get up in the morning EXCITED to update my blog. EXCITED to see who said what (no one yet) and who’s look at what, etc. I’m having a blast here and I enjoy having the little inkling of something inside me that gets me up in the morning. I’ve been missing that “spark.” Why? Cause before I was ALL TALK and NO ACTION. Now, I’m all action. I’m back to making videos, I’m back to drawing, I’m back to writing, I’m back to meeting all kinds of different people in all kinds of different ways. I’ve never had more fun than I’m having right now.
Before all this, I seemed to be someone who just slipped away from himself. I was lost in some sort of fictional journey I created for myself. A journey of self-discovery, of finding out “who I am.” Meanwhile, going on such a journey actually disconnected me more from myself. Sometimes, when we look for “ourselves” we create patterns and thoughts in our brains that make us believe that we aren’t ourselves. So when I got lost looking for “myself” I stopped, took a step back, and realized that if I’m looking for “myself”, then obviously I’m not myself in this very moment. Why? cause my brain is off somewhere self-searching and trying to make logical answers for the most uncertain things in my life. Ever see Fight Club? The pain is here, the pain is real. Now it’s about the “moment.” And oh God if that doesn’t sound cliché but it’s so fucking true!! Cause this moment is all there is and this moment is fucking awesome and perfect no matter what. Everything is perfect all the time. I’ll make a video on that soon.
Just wanted to buzz in with that.
Live and Love.
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